Meh some updates...
In a way it's hard to still let go mainly because I guess you can say I've been wanting some type of closer with an apology. After she contacted me a year ago, after my multiple attempts to say I'm sorry just after that call it was typically rubbing in my face how happy she is and demanded papers that I just don't have, it was my point to give up completely. As she has won, she has everything she wanted as it seems since she came to America, that is when I just don't care anymore. I've tried but I have to give up even tho it's not what I wanted :( It was like everyday I used to be like, maybe she will come back or waiting to hear from her again with something positive for what she has created. It's like not matter what I've done or do, the Ivyglen that I was supposed to meet or was exciting to have as a wife was the one in the letters, and all the ones in the letters turned out to be just a lie. To this day it still haunts me the moments from the da