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Life.. wtf?

I am seriously stuck in life, I feel like I am trapped once again... this time I feel like there is no way out. How do I get out of here? Where can I proceed in life that doesn't involve living with my parents again? I can't take this stress anymore that they cause, I can't take how they are. They are always arguing, fighting, promising and never delivering =( I want to go back up to Oregon but how can I? even people who promise me things are not delivering.. most I can do is keep false hope alive I guess, I don't know no one wants to help and the one who does cannot really help or isn't helpful as I wished he would be.  I can't stand it here, I can't stand not having privacy, can't stand not able to enjoy my days off alone like I want to, I can't stand no able to sleep on a bed. I don't know what to do, there is just nothing I can do. No one wants to hire me and I am stuck with this job at a shitty pay. Nothing what I should be making wi