kallador's blog

Well, I am going to recap my life if I could reboot, I've survived cancer, horrible decision s my parents made growing up in the ghetto. There is alot of regret in life I should have done and if at one possible moment I could wake up being 16 again,  or even younger with my knowledge I would avoid losing my teeth and anything and everything else in my time with cancer. I would be a much different person today,  I would have made a different move in my life, I would have broken free at the age of 18 not at 30 after my divorce from my ex wife. I just wished I woke up, in the roach infested room at 16 and remember this life and change my life from there.

My most recent times about moving back to a department I shined the most as it all started with a question in which turned into an opportunity. Today is one of the many days I get a chance to shine? Na instead the shining goes back to original tech that handled this department, working as a team failed when the one Manager left and this department got swallowed up by another team turning this into a nightmare. Granted if I would have gotten supervisor position back in Jan of 2016, this wouldn't happen and would have fought to keep it separated and more team and direct paced. Now that supervisor got manager and this area moved around and now I feel more isolated with my job and no room for advancement or improvements. The dude who got Management position from supervisor has no idea what he is doing and that supervisor got dissolved. Going back to the roots and letting go of a no direction position at one point had a direction. As of today I really see the light of the choice I m