Moving on.. Nothing to see here...
So yeah, lately I've been really trying to get back in to the groove. But it's been really hard, because I've lost everything that matters in my life, everything I wanted. Even tried to compromise in life to make things right for myself and only to fail? Even though I fail I still get back up. It’s really depressing for me because I really felt like I have failed by allowing these people in my life, failed because people I've trusted not only back stabbed me in life but instead of creating a true partnership decided to poison my life as if to only benefit themselves. It's like don't people believe in Karma? Don't people have souls? or even a "thought" to really care in life? Apparently I guess not. Life has really got me down and depressed. I feel like I am stuck on a sofa with limited sleep every night. I fucking hate sleeping on the sofa but what else can I do? it's like Every-time I trust someone or give trust to someone they somehow c