kallador's blog

This is one of the days, I feel like a broken ATM machine.  Everytime we fight, it is over about money I have to make payments to my car, the house, I have bills... No is a word that doesn't seem to be taken or even heard of. I say it strongly because it is bullshit that I have to repeat myself over and over again when I am broke really really broke that I am the bad guy because I am just an ATM machine as I feel like I am one if they don't get what they want the bad guy finger is pointed at me. I get threats of multiple different things, stupid actions happen to attempt to call me out as if I am lying or bluffing at this point.  One month or bi-monthly I will spend over 500 in money to them, rather it is bills or the little things like food cigs and so on. That hurts alot on my end as I could be using that money for my health, to better my image, to better my career.  But instead I sit here broke, pissed off at them because they wont stop and wont take no for an answer...

As I am sitting Herr watching blended, I was thinking how this resort in Africa with cultural experience. I was thinking on my theory on how this planet needs to let go on hatred and humans needs to let go on politics and religion. I think since USA is the free nation that we should turn all the countries to the same nation and political stand points and culture should be only a resort. Like China would be divided into states, same for Russia, euro would vanish the UN would be dissolved. All kings would be dissolved, and royalty would no longer exist but as a tourist attraction. Middle east would be dissolved of all religion tensions, all powers and super strict policies replaced with a political stand point lime of the USA. United as one we could travel planets find solutions to better the lives of humans and achieve a new goal of evolution. President would stay the same but there would be presidents of different places of the world. This idea would make peace and a better plac...