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Here we go again..

Every week it is the same old story I hate it and it really wants me to get the rest of my stuff, change my number and disappear No concept on money None what so ever, all my money is accounted for I can't keep forcefully lend you money. It is starting to really piss me off. My paychecks is going towards car and house payment and then I am broke stuck living on the dollar menu. But it keeps adding up, every weekend I end up spending 100-200 on them and food and cigs medicines and always a promise to pay back. Obviously I don't get paid back and I'm stuck unable to fix things I need. No concept on things of need vs wants. I need but you beg and make me feel like shit to a point I want to write you off and that hurts me.  My anger is growing every time you ask me for money I don't have and beg for it, as if I had it. I sacrifice a lot because of your fucking bullshit and you care very little of my well being. I need teeth, I need glasses, I need to start doc hunting