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I am not sure when being a leadership couch for money on the side counts as a leader or a manager in this case. Far as I see it, you have done nothing for the past year and I would have made a huge difference. But I get it, I wasn't in that inner circle so even though my interview a year ago was out of the park it never counted. From not just my point of view but others as well as I get asked daily where is my boss? and where is this guy? there is no set of communication and it seems abuse of power. Now the one who fights for the circle is gone the damage is already been made, even after a year I still don't even know what you do instead I just do my job and other peoples jobs for them stepping on toes making myself more successful at what I do.

Yeah, I voted for him and I am the Anarchy party. I only voted mainly because what shocked me was the immigration plan he has going on and now there is fear if it does happen now including vegas will be hurting. I don't see that, all I see is struggling family's looking for a job can now find a job that is here legally. All I see is my ex-wife undocumented or on expired documents for over 10 years now gets deported finally and Karma is a bitch. Do I care about anything else? na, I do like how the chaos that has rise up with the leechers who is afraid of a real change. No more free rides as I am a working class busting my ass off for things while people are getting shit and buying 80"inch tv's on their welfare checks and buy and sell funds from their EPT cards. Exciting times are coming, America needs a business man as a leader a CEO and that is how AMerica will be lead by a real CEO as we are allready have new relationships building and he isn't even sworn i

Well this will be the last time I will ever vote for these elections ever again. It is not worth my time, the machines are outdated and sketchy the people are rude who you go up and get the card from all they do is scan your booklet and doesn't verify any details of who I am as I just felt like I was just hurry up and do it and get out feeling. This is why I have chosen the Anarchy Party. Fuck everyone that is running and the stupid supporters who are basically trash and it is the media and other trash who has to divide this country. From when I signed up for voting at the store till the day of the elections I have blocked over 1,000 numbers all political robo calls, I had to black list over 1,000 emails from email I keep getting on various vote for this and that the miscellaneous people coming to my door at the weird times and harassing me why I need to vote for this party vs that party. Social media friends unfriending friends because of the party they vote for. In 2012 it

Every week it is the same old story I hate it and it really wants me to get the rest of my stuff, change my number and disappear No concept on money None what so ever, all my money is accounted for I can't keep forcefully lend you money. It is starting to really piss me off. My paychecks is going towards car and house payment and then I am broke stuck living on the dollar menu. But it keeps adding up, every weekend I end up spending 100-200 on them and food and cigs medicines and always a promise to pay back. Obviously I don't get paid back and I'm stuck unable to fix things I need. No concept on things of need vs wants. I need but you beg and make me feel like shit to a point I want to write you off and that hurts me.  My anger is growing every time you ask me for money I don't have and beg for it, as if I had it. I sacrifice a lot because of your fucking bullshit and you care very little of my well being. I need teeth, I need glasses, I need to start doc hunting

Just watching the news and seeing  Marissa Jenae Johnson co-founder of the racist movement called "Black Lives Matter", Really, if you take one big look at it looking outside in, It is extremely racist and it's nothing but HATE breeding HATE and I see the news alot lately and all of a sudden it's riots. When people die, they die. This happens alot but people have to make Martyrs out of the ones of the human of a special "color" tone of their skin.  As hate keeps getting fed, I am not white I am partial Black Foot Indian also known if you knew your history "Native American" just wanted to clear this up before I am automatically classified as a racist. I am very successful in my career and it's stupid for even the "black lives matter" has to be formed it is no different than any other type of "hate" groups out there. It's pure hate, it's evil, and yet we still let this go on? People are not dumb they do see right thr

Lets just say, even in IT there is pawns, I find myself in this case that I am one of the 2 golden pawns and seems that I have made a promotional deal that seems to be hard to break. When there is 2 opportunities, I applied for them I get interviewed. What really gets me is the latest rejection, The previous one was also a walk in the park as well but I got denied for someone with lesser skill than I have. That is when I noticed, when I walked in with the interview and the excuse that I didn't get it was my resume was the determining fact which is I find was BS. my resume is good, it has all the key focus and features that any one likes to see. I was interviewed at that time with 3 different people 2 in this case didn't want me to leave my golden pawn status. So this second interview comes around for the second job I wanted to apply for to move out and away from being this golden pawn, This time I was interviewed by 2, the 1 in question is I had a feeling didn't want me

This is one of the days, I feel like a broken ATM machine.  Everytime we fight, it is over about money I have to make payments to my car, the house, I have bills... No is a word that doesn't seem to be taken or even heard of. I say it strongly because it is bullshit that I have to repeat myself over and over again when I am broke really really broke that I am the bad guy because I am just an ATM machine as I feel like I am one if they don't get what they want the bad guy finger is pointed at me. I get threats of multiple different things, stupid actions happen to attempt to call me out as if I am lying or bluffing at this point.  One month or bi-monthly I will spend over 500 in money to them, rather it is bills or the little things like food cigs and so on. That hurts alot on my end as I could be using that money for my health, to better my image, to better my career.  But instead I sit here broke, pissed off at them because they wont stop and wont take no for an answer.  2 d

As I am sitting Herr watching blended, I was thinking how this resort in Africa with cultural experience. I was thinking on my theory on how this planet needs to let go on hatred and humans needs to let go on politics and religion. I think since USA is the free nation that we should turn all the countries to the same nation and political stand points and culture should be only a resort. Like China would be divided into states, same for Russia, euro would vanish the UN would be dissolved. All kings would be dissolved, and royalty would no longer exist but as a tourist attraction. Middle east would be dissolved of all religion tensions, all powers and super strict policies replaced with a political stand point lime of the USA. United as one we could travel planets find solutions to better the lives of humans and achieve a new goal of evolution. President would stay the same but there would be presidents of different places of the world. This idea would make peace and a better plac